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| User: | gubsy (395225)
lost thoughts
of an open mind
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| Name: | Happy Phantom |
| Location: | San Diego, California, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1983-07-05 |
| E-mail: | skotzopf@hotmail.com
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| gubsy | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| AOL IM: |  theavocadoluvsu (Add Buddy, Send Message) |
| Yahoo! ID: |  avocado_quick (Add User, Send Message) |
| Bio: | my name is Skot, aka The Avocado, Skotdawg, Gubsy, and That Naked guy
i miss my stepdad Guy, and my perma-puppy Smirnoff...
i still like watching puddles gather rain
i have no right to speak
"The most important aspect of love is not in giving or the receiving: it’s in the being. When I need love from others, or need to give love to others, I’m caught in an unstable situation. Being in love, rather than giving or taking love, is the only thing that provides stability. Being in love means seeing the Beloved all around me.
I’m not interested in being a “lover.” I’m interested in only being love. In our culture we think of love as a relational thing: “ I love you” and “you are my lover.” But while the ego is built around relationship, the soul is not. It wants only to be love. It’s a true joy, for example, to turn someone whom you didn’t initially like into the Beloved."
two eyes open
two ears to the ground
and always look around
cause you never know whats coming
-Hugger John
reliving and reliving
until all you do, no matter what is replay something in your mind...
and maybe in your life it manifests itself in different ways. maybe the face has changed, maybe the conversation is different. but it is always that same sense of loss. the same sick uneasy feeling in your stomach. it is always impending doom from the moment you try to move from your spot...
ive been standing in the same spot my whole life long.
perhaps i should take a step forward...perhaps we will see if people can truly change.
perhaps, it is only a dream.
- Creep |
| Interests: | 149: a good drum beat, abstract beauty, ace ventura, acting out songs, activisim, alice in wonderland, animal liberation, anthropology, anti-war, attention to proper principles, avocado toast, avocados, baba ram dass, being corny, blind melon, bob dylan, bonfires, buddhism, change, cognitive science, dancing like nobodys watching, dizzolving my ego, dreaming, drugs, drunken incidents, dying, earth liberation, eastern religons, eating healthy, eco-feminism, eraseing the hate, everything fits!, exploring, expression of any form, female human biocomputers, feng shui, fight club theroy, finding my way, firefighting, first kisses, frolicing, getting a motorcycle, guacomole, hating george bush, having-my-hair-played-with, high fidelity, hitch hiking, hotshowersinthewinterinmichiganwiththewindowsopen, hungry sexual appetites, hybrid cars, hypothetical senarios, iceblocking, infatuation, interior awakenings, irish drinking songs, jack kerouac, john c lilly, living dangerously, living in trees, long drives, long hair, long island ice teas, love, lovely lips, loving, magic mushrooms, making her blush, marijuana, math, meditation, music, my great friends, naked fire dancing, nature, neal cassady, new york, nick lowe, non-violence, ocean beach, owning a retired schoolbus, partying, passion, philosophy, philosophy of psychopharmacologial technology, photography, poetry, poetry in motion, rain, rainy days, rally car driving, random people, reading, redwoods, religion, road trips, robyn having children, rock and roll, running with scissors, san francisco, santa cruz, self-awareness, sex, simplicity, sitting there getting drunk, sleeping in your arms, small ice cubes, smirnoff my puppy, sobriety, socialism, sociology, soup, stacedog, sunrises, sunsets, surfing, survival of the fittest, swimming, tattoos, the breakfast club, the darma bums, the happy phantom, the romance of smoking, the west coast, the world at night, thought process, tori amos, transpersonal psychology, traveling, trees, unconditional freindlieness, unconventional/unintentional humour, unstable cliffs, untold stories, visiting dublin, vonnegut, watching puddles gather rain, why i can't smell, windblown hair, wine, words and phrases, writing, writing poetry, yoga, you, your definition of love, your scars, your thoughts, zen, zopf |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: |  | 77: | _settleprecious, a_n_i_c_c_a, airbornepenguin, ajoyfulgirl, anthropoidae, antiaktiv, antipropeller, arcadelane, beeorkendurkey, bettypage, buddyhollie, caseyanderson, charly, comefuckmered, crashofthebug, crazy_fitz, cutiemcsluthore, detective_dirk, dirty_hippie, dixieder, douchebagno2, erithefabulous, erraticsporadic, fromrosetoblack, gingerotic, goddessrhea, goodvibez, grrlpoet, gubsy, indiehippie, ineffable, instantpolaroid, iseethemoon, jarilyn, jellyfish93, jenjojavajunky, kapina, kerouacblues, killerhps, krazygirlkory, kristal_meth, llivejournal, luvvyluv, maddr, manicnympho, me_imperfectly, mostconducive, mountacacia, opi_the_cat, passionless, paulaberk, phrynge, queenkristine, quixoticopious, razberryswrlgrl, rembie, rubbysh, seanby, seniorfetus, sexzibeast, sgulp_cadet_54, slobbert, smashitup, spiraldown, stef_tm, steph, stroomer, supermeowykitty, sweetiebeetie, triphop222, trixicus, twink7, withoutego, xnsin, youcantfindme, youthinkiameve, zyk0 |  | 5: | cityofsandiego, dawggy_style, manateelovers, san_diego, santa_cruz |
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| Member of: | 24: breakfast_clubb, buddhists, churchofpandrax, cityofsandiego, cogsci, crazy_stuff, dawg_masochism, dawg_narcissism, dawggy_style, drugpolicy, her_tight_pants, manateelovers, psilocybin, psychonaut, quotes, ratemyboobs, rough_soles, san_diego, santa_cruz, so_cal420, taoistwisdom, travelshare, yoga, zen_within |
| Account type: | Plus Account |
